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Anticipatory Grief

Learning that your child has a serious medical condition may be unexpected and a complete shock. Or the answer to questions you already had. Either way, the knowledge literally changes everything. 

After receiving this news, it’s natural to anticipate, even fear, that life will shift in unexpected ways; that this is just the beginning. You may feel overwhelmed, uncertain, alone. You may already sense that grief will likely be your companion throughout this journey. Many families have traveled this path and have found it helpful to name these feelings. They often have found it comforting to learn that the feelings are normal, and part of a process with its own name: anticipatory grief.

Your Team:

Psychologist

A mental health professional who uses therapy and other strategies to support coping and adjustment and treat concerns regarding social, emotional, or behavioral functioning.

Social Worker

A trained professional who works with people, groups and communities to help them better their lives.

Chaplain

A member of the clergy who is responsible for the religious needs of an organization and/or its constituents.

Spiritual Leader

An individual who leads and/or guides individuals or groups coping with life experience and challenges.

Palliative Care Clinician

A specialist whose aim is to improve the quality of life of their patients over the course of their illness regardless of stage, by relieving pain and other symptoms of that illness.

Primary Physician

A medical professional who practices general medicine.

A psychologist, social worker, chaplain and/or spiritual leader, or a palliative care clinician can provide a space for talking through issues and concerns. A child-life specialist can provide support to your entire family. Your child’s primary physician can also be a good resource, as they may already know your family well and can see the big picture of your family’s experience.

Orienting

Parents hope that their child will live a long, healthy life full of milestones to celebrate. With or without a diagnosis, you may find that you are grieving the loss of or threat to that hope, both for your child and for yourself as a parent. This kind of grief is different from what we tend to associate with loss; the concerns begin as soon as we recognize that a loss may occur. Anticipatory grief means grappling with and grieving the losses of what has been expected, long before the future—whatever that will be—unfolds. It imagines all the losses along the way. Fear, anger, sadness, irritability, loneliness, guilt and anxiety are all aspects of anticipatory grief.

If there is no clear diagnosis or prognosis for your child, anticipatory grief may include imagining the moment in which you might have an explanation. You might think about how you will react and absorb the news. This may bring you comfort, or even greater sadness and fear.

Anticipatory grief may trigger a desire to talk or to withdraw. It may manifest itself as physical problems such as sleep or memory difficulty, headache or other physical pain. It may include a mental rehearsal of your child’s death and the hours and days following the death. It may include a need to engage in immediate decision-making around preparation for end of life. It could also take the form of avoidance of the challenges that lie ahead.

Seeking help when you are experiencing anticipatory grief—soon after your child’s diagnosis, at a change in baseline, when uncertainty is heightened—may help you build coping strategies. Taking care of yourself physically and emotionally is in your, your child’s, and your family’s best interest.

We’re not necessarily talking about the grief that occurs when the loss occurs or particularly when the death occurs … we’re talking about the losses along the way and the grief that goes with those, in anticipation of what we know is to come.”

– Nancy F., clinician

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Moving Forward

Whatever grief that you and others around you have been feeling, it is likely to heighten if your child’s condition does not improve or becomes more complicated. A decline in their baseline can present thoughts and images of a new reality, of loss that feels hard—even impossible—to bear. Some caregivers turn their fear and anger inward and find that they are very hard on themselves. This may feel like the least harmful way of dealing with feelings, but it usually is not very helpful. Rather, acknowledge that you have been adapting and coping all along, and be assured that you will be able to do so now. As before, seeking help may help you build coping strategies.

“[After stopping curative treatment] we straddled the two worlds we then inhabited, a No-Man’s Land where we lived each day in the moment while we also prepared for the end … Eventually I stopped listening for his breath and I learned to just live again.

– Kerri, parent of Kai

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