Anticipatory Grief
Learning that your child has a serious medical condition may be unexpected and a complete shock. Or the answer to questions you already had. Either way, the knowledge literally changes everything.
After receiving this news, it’s natural to anticipate, even fear, that life will shift in unexpected ways; that this is just the beginning. You may feel overwhelmed, uncertain, alone. You may already sense that grief will likely be your companion throughout this journey. Many families have traveled this path and have found it helpful to name these feelings. They often have found it comforting to learn that the feelings are normal, and part of a process with its own name: anticipatory grief.

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A psychologist, social worker, chaplain and/or spiritual leader, or a palliative care clinician can provide a space for talking through issues and concerns. A child-life specialist can provide support to your entire family. Your child’s primary physician can also be a good resource, as they may already know your family well and can see the big picture of your family’s experience.
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If there is no clear diagnosis or prognosis for your child, anticipatory grief may include imagining the moment in which you might have an explanation. You might think about how you will react and absorb the news. This may bring you comfort, or even greater sadness and fear.
Anticipatory grief may trigger a desire to talk or to withdraw. It may manifest itself as physical problems such as sleep or memory difficulty, headache or other physical pain. It may include a mental rehearsal of your child’s death and the hours and days following the death. It may include a need to engage in immediate decision-making around preparation for end of life. It could also take the form of avoidance of the challenges that lie ahead.
Seeking help when you are experiencing anticipatory grief—soon after your child’s diagnosis, at a change in baseline, when uncertainty is heightened—may help you build coping strategies. Taking care of yourself physically and emotionally is in your, your child’s, and your family’s best interest.
“We’re not necessarily talking about the grief that occurs when the loss occurs or particularly when the death occurs … we’re talking about the losses along the way and the grief that goes with those, in anticipation of what we know is to come.”
– Nancy F., clinician
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“[After stopping curative treatment] we straddled the two worlds we then inhabited, a No-Man’s Land where we lived each day in the moment while we also prepared for the end … Eventually I stopped listening for his breath and I learned to just live again.“
– Kerri, parent of Kai