The mom of two sons, soon to be three, talks about the complexities of losing her eldest son, Andy, and finding out she was pregnant within the same year. She explores how the timelines have overlapped, the confusion of welcoming a second child into the home when she has already had that experience, and the juxtaposition of focusing on bereavement and embracing her pregnancy. Andy passed away in 2019 at the age of three after being diagnosed with Marfan Syndrome.